mylifestory(:

Graduation.

2009-02-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

Graduation ceremony was fine. Finally, i've graduated. Reached Macpherson around 2 plus. Registered and got to know that the ceremony will only start at 3.30pm. Grrr. Catched things up with my classmates. The ceremony was kinda draggy with all those talks and stuffs. Went up the stage to get our red booklet. I was so nervous, haha. Went down to the registration counter to get our result slip and certificate. Ended with a refreshment at the foyer. Overall, the ceremony was short and simple. I wanna wished all my classmates a very good luck for your future endevours. Till we meet again. I brought my camera along but I was too lazy to snap photos of me and my classmates. So sorry. I stayed up late at school. Waited for love to finished up his assignments. Chilled in his classroom. We make a move around 8.30pm. Trained back home together with love's classmates. Hugged and kissed love goodbye and home sweet home by 10pm.

4 more days to love's 19th birthday !

Valentine's Babyyyy !

2009-02-15T01:21:00.007+08:00

Hows your Valentine's people? Got flowers/chocs from your loved ones? Hehs. Mine's was simple yet filled with lots of love. *Woooooooooooo! I was working morning shift on V's day. It was a dreadful day cause there's not much customers around. Alot of the lady's are holding a bouquet of flowers. Awwww, sweet ain't their bf? Nahhhh, I don't fancy flowers. Sorry ar yang suker Flowers ! Haha. Love fetched me after work and we had mcd's takeaway as we're both hungry. We decided to chilled at suicide again and spend more quality times together since it was V's day. Haha. There's a few couple sitting around there but we manage to find a spot for just the two of us. Settled down and started gobbled up our late dinner. Kiter due dah mcm anak babi kelaparan but in a cute way laaaa ofcourse. Hehs. Love surprise me with Ferrero Rocher *hmmmm* (loveshouldknowwhy,haha). More fats ar like this, grrrr. Thanks babyyy ! Took lotsssssss of pictures together. Be it nice or ugly. But I'm gonna show you some only cause I'm very mean and thats gonna be later. Had a heart to heart talked with love too and I'm loving it. By 11.20pm we make a move cause I wanna pee. Drop by heeren for my toilet visit first and we took the last train home together. He wanna send me all the way till boon lay but too bad he's chaffeur is not around. Nevermind dear, its ok. Bidded love goodbye with a big hug and kissed before he alighted at j.e. Home sweet home by 1am.

Image Heavy, Haha.

(excuse us for some mushy pics)

Thank you so much for everything baby. I love you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Infinite hugs and kisses, smoochies.

Flea Fly Fo Fummmm.

2009-02-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

So I spend my day with love and mates at Zouk Flea Market. The initial plan was to meet up at Clementi platform by 1pm but I was late due to overslept. Haha. Love was frustrated with me though. So love and mates left to Zouk first without me instead. Grrrr. Took the train and I'm so lucky to bump into Jannah and Fadhil at jurong east whom were heading there too. Upon reaching Zouk, we thought there's no crowd yet cause its pretty quiet outside. We were all excited and eager to shop by then. But woahhh, the crowd was worst when we entered. We need to squeeze through among the stalls and people. The people was pushing here and there and it was kinda irritating but fun. Haha. Satu-satu dah mcm semut. I still remembered me and love nearly fall on this one particular stall. We both were holding hands and struggling. It was hilarious I tell you. Bumped into some familiar faces. Overall the flea market was abit dissapointing cause most of the stuffs they're selling are like $30-$40 over dollars. It wasn't really a good buy but I did get myself a few stuffs after all. We were all exhausted by then and by 6 me, love and Faizul proceeded to Cineileisure for our dinner. Dine in at Esteller77 and we're all famished by then. Chilled outside Cine cause we were planless(?). Bumped into Afiqah and Faryana, my ex sec mate. Its been a long time since we last met. Catched things up with each other. And by 9.30pm, we proceeded home. Hugged and kissed love goodbye before he alighted at j.e and home sweet home by 11pm.

Got to run. Stay tune!

Happy 6th Monthsary Love !

2009-02-08T01:35:00.003+08:00

WE'VE TURN 6 MONTHS OLD TODAY !

♥

Alhamdulillah.

Time flew so fast and without we realising, we've been together for half a year together. We've gone through alot together and I won't let anything/anyone ruined this beautiful relationship. Trust me, I won't leave you behind or neither I would treat you unkind. You're part of my life now and from the bottom of my heart, I sincerely love you very very very very much.

Infinite Hugs and Kisses, Mwah !

" I'm willing to wait, love. "

Randommmm.

2009-01-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates lately. Work had been taking a toll on me eversince the festive season. Its really out of hand, seriously. I nearly shouted at this one particular indian customer two days ago. I'm not being rude but she really really finding fault with me by raising her voice up at me on the sales floor. And yesterday, I got my hand scalded by the hot iron. Grrrr. Thank god, those hectic moments is over. Ohh before I forget, I wanna wish all my chinese friends/cliques, Happy Chinese New Year ! Work will be resume tomorrow as per normal. What have I been doing during this holiday? Sleep like a pig and be a potato couch 24 hrs. Haha. Indeed I had a very good sleep this past two days. Hmm, whats more to be shared? Okay let me recall what I've been doing recently.

8 January 09, Its our 5th monthsary. We never get to meet up cause I'm working and love's schooling and busy with his school stuffs. We had a slight argument on that day itself and it really happened on the wrong day and timing. I won't elaborate more on that, Confidential. Love fetched me from work the next day and we talked things out. Spend time during the train ride home and it was really sweet.

17 January 09, celebrated Jannah's advanced 19th birthday at fort canning with love's Fajar mates. Fetrina was there too. Nice meeting you babe ! Birthday song, cake cutting session, pitctures. It was fun. Chilled till midnight and cabbed home with love and Fetrina.

19 January 09,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JANNAH !
May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your loved ones.
Stay pretty always and last long with Fadhil.
Love ya babe !

23 January 09, Its my off day. Went out with love and catch things up. Headed to town and windowshopped. Bumped into Nisa and friends. Love brought me to Suicide Bridge. It was my virgin trip to there. Okay, called me kental or whatsoever. It was quite scary ya knoww. Settled down and had a very long 'heart to heart' talk with love. Its been a long time right dear? I felt so relieved after sharing with you whats bothering my mind lately. I love you so much dear. Took the last trained home together. Home sweet home by 0050.

Thats about it. Stay tune for more updates readers !

Happy 5th Monthsary Love !

2009-01-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

WE'VE TURN 5 MONTHS OLD TODAY !

♥

Alhamdulillah.

TwoZeroZeroNine Baybehhhh !

2009-01-05T07:48:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2008 and Say Welcome to 2009 !

Okay, I know I'm a little outdated, Haha.

First of all I wanna wish everyone Happy New Year !

Hope this year brings me more of those joyful times with my loved ones and hope this beautiful relationship of me and love stays forever and ever.

May our relationship became more and more stronger each passing day.

I love you so much, yes I do. Mwah !

Well, year 2008 is one joyful ride with lots of ups and downs. Minus the months from January till May. I just don't wanna talked about it. My life change when I met love for the very first time on 14 June 08, three days before I left for a short getaway to Vietnam. It was a movie date and indeed it was a memorable night. Day by day, we got closer. Texted each other everyday without failed, talking on the phone, going out every weekends. Slowly, our love blooms and finally he's mine on 8 August 08. That very faithful day, will be remembered always and forever. He's been there for me all the times and he changed me into a better person. And till now, my love for him never ever changed. I swear, I really really love you dear with all my heart.

So how did I spent my new year eve with? With love ofcourse, duhhh. hehs. Work ends at 8pm, ouhh yes I work on new year's eve. Got changed and met love for dinner. After so much of deliberation, we headed down to Clark Quay. Woahhhhh, it was jam packed with human traffics. Met love friends and settled down at the bridge. Non stop of drinkings, faggings, taitti and murderer. haha. Obviously I'm not good at those games but it was fun though for a first timer like me. A'ahh, Spend those last moments hugging and smooching love. Ok sorry for those mushy2 things. hurhur. Countdown from 3 --- 2 --- 1, and wooosh, Its 2009 ! I was extremely excited and elated being beside love at that very moment. Forbidden City was planned next but mission failed due to the limitation of age. Grrr. With those human traffics and stuffs, we ended ourselves at the center stage of Clark Quay(isthatwhattheycalled?). Saw some familiar faces there. Moving our body to the songs that's being played, shake, shake shakeeeee. haha. It was not as exciting as I thought cause theres alot of banglasss. Ewwww. Get ourselves out from the crowd and chilled outside Homeclub. It was nearly 4am and we're totally shagged by then. So we called it a day. And the connection is being a bitch, like seriously. Everyone is flagging cabs everywhere. Called the taxi hotline and all were fully booked. And we only got a taxi around 4.30am. Shitty. Cabbed home with love and I was extremely exhausted. Hugged and kisses love goodbye and home sweet home by 5am for me. And I got work at bloody 10am the next morning. I was totally shagged due to lack of sleep till I nearly dozed off on the sales floor. Haha.

I better get going now. I got work in 2 hrs time baybeh.

Have a great day ahead readers !

Good girl ?

2008-12-19T02:11:00.003+08:00

It seems that I've been neglecting my blog lately. I've becoming more and more lazy each day to update. Bummer! Actually I had alot to share and talked about but ouh wells. Some things are better left unsaid. Life's been treating me well nowadays and I just love the way it is. Besides that, Love's been treating me well too. What more could I ask for? I got a new job and I'm all excited. New environment, new friends. I just hope I can get along and manage by myself for the first few days. Work will be starting on Monday and I guess I'll be a busy woman soon. But its good cause 'money money, come to mummy'. Hehs. Love's got a job too and he'll be starting tomorrow. Be a good boy ok dear. We'll be meeting up later in the evening and I'm so gonna spend time with you. Cause I'll not be meeting love on the weekends cause of my cousin's solemnization and wedding ceremony. I'm being a good daughter by attending the ceremony cause lately, I've been missing in action. Haha. I'm not the family oriented type of person and eventually I'll only meet my cousins/makciks&pakciks on such event like Hari Raya(ofcourse) and family wedding ceremony(sometimes). So much for being a good daughter.

New year's around the corner and with a blink of an eye, its already 2009. Goshhh, fast aye?
And I've stated down my resolutions already, Haha.

Oh ya, I wanna congratulate my sister for achieving 3 A's for her N level result. But sadly, she doesn't get to pursue her dream course that is, Nursing. Nevermind, atleast you've done a good job by getting A's unlike me, my result two years ago was disastrous I tell you. Be a good girl by going through another chapter of your life in ITE and perhaps to poly in 2-3yrs ahead? You're the only hope and the apple of parent's eyes. I love you, sis. Mwah!

Pictures taken on Tuesday. As usual, meet up with love and the usuals. Dine in at Resto Surabaya. Not that bad but their portion of ayam penyet/ayam panggang is quite small. In terms of the price which is pretty similar to Ayam Penyet Ria, I don't see the value for money. I prefer Ayam Penyet Ria, seriously.

I'll update more later.
Enjoy your weekends readers !

i'mma happy kid.

2008-12-11T00:50:00.001+08:00

I spend my Tuesday with these people. From Vivo to Town and back to Vivo again. Chilling session over at Pacific Coffee. I just envy Abg Ika and Kak Nomee cause they both are such a lovely couple with two cute little sons. He bought a Tifanny & Co. charm bracelet for his wife as their 6th anniversary. Awwww, how sweet and thoughtful of him. I'll just wished my future husband will be as sweet as him too. Hehs. We had so much of laughters till my jaw aches. All thanks to the entertainer, Nizam ! We seperated around 0930. Me and love head home while the rest had their late dinner. Trained home with love. Bidded him with hugs and kisses and home sweet home by 1100.

Muhd Hasrulnizam, The entertainer.

Ok I'm done.

Happy MUHD HASRULNIZAM ?

Nak Kambing ?

2008-12-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

Nothing much happened during Hari Raya Haji yesterday. Visiting to my grandma and auntie house. Catch things up with cousins and playing with the little ones. I was so shagged yesterday till I slept like a pig at grandma crib. But I'm much more cuter than pig la ofcourse, Haha.

Basically, pictures are about this two little ones laaa.

This little one is so mentel nak mampos.
Her name is Aalia/Aleeya(?) Bte Fadly and she's just 3 years old.

Mentel la sangat2. Kakak sedare die pun mentel jugak. -.-

This boy here is her bother.
His name is Muhd Irfan Bin Fadly and he's 6 years old.

Cute kan dorang?
They love each other, cannot separate one. Brother and sister love laa.

Ok I better get going now. My eyes very sleepy already. I'll be meeting love later at 10am. We'll be having breakfast and off with job hunting baybeh. We'll be meeting Fitri and Nizam too later on(!)

Stay tune for more updates, readers.

Happy 4 Monthsary Love !

2008-12-08T00:00:00.008+08:00

The clock had just striked 1200 and with that,

WE'VE TURN 4 MONTHS OLD TODAY !

♥

Alhamdulillah.

I can't wait to meet you up on Tuesday dear. I love you so much and I won't stop loving you. Mwah !

Infinite Hugs and Kisses

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

And Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all the muslims.

Right now ?

2008-12-07T22:21:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was simple yet sweet. Right dear? Hehs. While otw to Yewtee, bumped into Jannah who was on the opposite side. She's was in the train towards PasirRis while I'm towards MarinaBay. Haha. Met love at his crib and we only went out at 0745. Trained down to City Hall as we had no plans. Met up with Faizul after so long of not meeting. Hehs. Had our dinner at McD's. Chilled and faggs. We ended ourselves at town. Met love's and Faizul's mates and decided to join them at Youth Park. Jannah and Dedel were there too. It was so coincidence. Hehs. Chilled, chit-chats, faggs and off we took last trained home. Me and love had a little fun during the train ride. Hehs. Mentel la sangat-sangat. Grrrrrr. Bidded love with warm hugs and kisses before he dropped off at Jurong East. Home sweet home by 0040.

" I wanna make up love now now now ...
I wanna make up love now now now ... "

Alamak, I'm hooked to this song already. Haha !

wtf ?!

2008-12-07T17:12:00.002+08:00

What a lazy Sunday and I just woke up from my beautiful sleep recently. I was supposed to attend work at 7am in the morning just now but I ditched it somehow.

I have an issue here.

" How do you feel when you're really broke and in need of cash so badly and you're so unlucky that your pay is not in ? "

I was so pissed off yesterday, yes I really am. I was so looking forward for my payday yesterday. And because of this, I had to cancel all my plans with love yesterday. Don't tell me you missed out my time card. Fuck la. I'm not trying to brag here but I feel so shit. I must take action against this. Like what my mum told me, I have the right to against this. I came to work on every Sunday without hassle. I never ever ditched work before. I may not work regularly from the beginning because I'm schooling besides holidays. I came to work on public holidays too cause we have the privilieges of double pay. But by 'cheating' on our pay is not possible. I'm not a fucking small kid that you can mess around with. By doing this, I don't see myself why must I come to work without getting paid. The thing is, I won't come to work unless I get my pay. If this incident were to continue in future, I'm afraid I have to quit this job and find myself a better offer. Enough said. Argh fuck !

Party People ?

2008-12-06T01:38:00.004+08:00

Its 1:41am now and I'm still wide awake. Love's currently partying his ass off at Zouk, WeLoveHouse mahhhhh. -.- I bet you're having so much fun right now, hurhur. Ok skipped. I came to school yesterday just to hand in all my assignments. And I'm proud to announce that I've G R A D U A T E D baybeh ! Oh yes finally. Two years of suffering, ermm not so laa actually. I quite enjoyed being in this course of mine and I did learnt alot. Took alot of groups photos with my classmates but sadly, none of the photos is with me now. I'm gonna missed every single one of them for sure. But nevermind, we'll meet up pretty soon as there will be a class chalet this coming wednesday till friday. Maybe I'll be dropping by. See you guys there !

As for todays plan, as usual, I'll be spending my time with love. Friday night, he's with friends already what but Saturday, he's all mine mine mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! Hehs. We'll be watching a movie later. I'm not so sure on what movie we're gonna watch. Perhaps, WildChild? We'll decide again later on. There's Ben & Jerry's Chunky Fest at Fortcanning Green today. Upon reading all the 12 exclusive icecream flavors from USA makes me drools. Isn't it nice indulging all those delicious icecreams with your loved ones? Haha. Maybe, I'll drop by with love. But I don't know la cause we both had quite a number of plans up ahead, Marina Barrage, Henderson Waves and etc. Whatever it is, I just hope I had a good time spending with love later on cause I really miss him like alot.

And I just realize I've type a whole lot of junk up there. Can't blame me cause I just feel like posting a post since I'm dead bored. So yeah.

Stay tune for more updates !

& have a good weekends plus holidays readers.

Happy 20th Beloved Parents !

2008-12-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD

Thanks for bringing me and sister up all this years.

You both had watched us grown since birth till now.

We've gone through thick and thin together.

No matter what happens, we'll always be as one family.

" Semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur ibu dan ayah, Amin "

I love you two so much, mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Infinite hugs and kisses

(!!!!!!!!!!!)

xoxo

If only..

2008-12-04T00:36:00.004+08:00

My Saturday night was well spent with love and his family. Love fetched me from Boon Lay since he's early. And we're out of plans. HaHa. Trained down to Habourfront and off we had our dinner at McD's. Rozita baby called and told me that there's fireworks at Vivo. Decided to stayed and catched the fireworks. As usual, settled down at our secret hideout and chilled. Hehs. Spend some quality times together, with warm hugs and kisses. It was 0900 by then but the fireworks still not up. Hurhur. We decided to make a moved and headed down to love's crib as it's still early. Besides that, I wanna visit his brother whom got himself injured during his working hours. Reached his crib around 0945 and I was a little setback upon seeing his condition. I nearly cried, seriously. He was like a big brother to me and he's very kind. Hope you get well soon Abg Yus. I had fun with love and his family especially his father. He's full with lots of jokes and most of his jokes are lame. Haha. His father gave me a ride home and love accompanied too. Bidded his pretty mum and brothers goodbye. Home sweet home by midnight.

Here's one of his father's jokes that I'm gonna share;

Have you ever wondered why must all the "ghost" be female? With long hair and stuffs?

Take 'pontianak' as an example. Have you ever seen them with botak/short hair?

No, right?
Because this shows that all the man in this world is gooddddddddddddddd.

Why? Because his father said so -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

We both can be perangai at times and only he can tolerate all my nonsences.
Right dear?

I love you so much laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Mwah !

Vacancies ?

2008-11-25T23:23:00.009+08:00

I ditched S&W today cause I'm fucking lazy. Last lesson summore, goodbye S&W. Welcome fats ! Haha. Furthermore my last day of school is next Monday. Jyeah ! I was supposed to go for job hunting with sister early in the morning but I woke up late. Haha. Sister bought newspaper and strait times, ape lagik hunt ar. Spend around an hour calling hotlines up for vacancies. And I want to learn Chinese language ar like this. Several hotlines I called up asked the same question over and over again, " Do you speak chinese? " " Are you chinese? ". Alamak, if all the workers needed are chinese, then how about malays? Cb. Ok skipped. Since we're free, we headed down to Plaza Sing for mum's croc. She's been whinning to get that particular croc since last week. Haha. We spend alot on fingerfoods. Fried Mars Bar(!), Gogo Hotdogs, Fatttttttttttttttttts ! Hehs. Windowshopped and laughing sessions are loved. My sister was entertaining me throughout the journey from Raffles till Boon Lay. Its been a long time since we had a bonding huh sis ? Love ya sis, Mwah !

Ok sekali lagik, aku semangat Christmas -.-

I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work. I need work so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Happy 18th Iskandar.

2008-11-24T23:48:00.009+08:00

Went to school as per normal just now and as usual, I came late for class. Haha. Trained home with love and his classmates. Hugged and kissed love goodbye. It was nearly 7pm when I reached home. Took a quick bathed and got changed. By 0730, my chauffeur fetched me up. Ah Leng and the birthday boy was already in the car. Fetched Michelle and Jasmine up and off we went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. Our initial plan was to go bowling but since the birthday boy need to meet up with his gf, we skipped. Satays(!), cockles, la la, murtabak was heavenly delicious. And the aftermath, more fats consuming. Hurhur. Their jokes and laughters was never ending. Haha. Drinking sessions was cancel due to some reasons. Next time maybe. Took pictures and off we bidded the birthday boy goodbye at Raffles station. Hope you had a splendid birthday dinner with the Deli cliques bro ! Left me and the rest of the Chinese cliques. My chauffeur had just pass his Tp recently and with that, we lost our way back home. Crazy shit ! Haha. We were out of nowhere, stucked in the streets of Chinatown, Little India, Lavender and even at City Hall for goodness sake. It was funny to see how worried he is. Nevermind Anthony, I'm not blaming you. But still you're the hardcore driver ever, Haha. Thanks for the ride !

Happy 18Th Birthday bro !
May all your wishes come true and be happy with your loved ones.
Dah Legal kan? So dah tak payah suruh aku belikan rokok lagik.
Enjoy !

Ok aku tahu, aku semangat Christmas ! -.-

And that guy with specs on is our chauffeur for the night, Mr Anthony a.k.a An Tuan(?) Haha.

Have a good weekdays ahead readers !

Polaroid.

2008-11-23T17:40:00.010+08:00

As usual, my Saturday night was spend with love. Head down to Marina Square as I'm craving for Ayam Penyet. It was an impromptu meet up with Fadhil and Jannah. They asked us to tag them to Marina Barrage but in the end we all skipped cause the shuttle bus ends already. Haha. We ended ourselves at Istana Park, chilling. Fags, talks, laughs and polaroid pictures(!) I'm beginning to love polaroid camera's. Arghhhh. Thanks Jannah for the polaroid pictures. Abg Yus met us up after his work. By 1130, off we train home. Bidded Fadhil and Jannah goodbye as they're taking the red line. We should hang out again ok you two "Bestfriend" ! Hehs. And Jannah, my body will not be shaking again next time if we're taking pictures. Haha ! Abg Yus was kind enough to take the green line with me and love. Hugged and kissed love goodbye. Home sweet home by 0030.

Me and love had a very good long chat while in the train. Thanks for understanding me love. You're the only person that I can rely on to. And I love you vvvvvvvvvvv much.

But I still hate your G_ _ _ _ B_ _ _ .

Fill in the blank ekh love. Haha. Mwah !

Facts ?

2008-11-19T16:14:00.007+08:00

As tagged by TeasingMissTeri.

10 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME, ME AND ONLY ME .

1. First and foremost, I'm always late at everything, yes I am. Hehs !

2. I'm a chinese drama freak ! I never missed all those drama be it, 5.30pm/7pm/9pm. Hurhur.

3. I hate walking beside buses that is full with passengers cause I've this feeling that they'll look at me. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !

4. I always carry tissue packets wherever I go and I still remember my sec sch gfs label me as the ' Tissue Girl '. -_-

5. I'm a soft hearted person. I don't get mad even if the other party is at fault and I'll usually gives in. Especially in LOVE. (how?)

6. I'm a very careless person. Eg, I've misplaced my wallet alot of times even in publics.

7. I hate it when my hair is wet and sticky. I feel very uncomfortable. And I shampooed my hair everyday, fyi.

8. I eat alot when I'm happy and that explain the FATS all over my body. Urgh.

9. I'm very slow at guessing jokes and I'll only laugh when I get the picture of the jokes. Slow reaction, cannot blame whatt. Ha Ha.

10. And lastly, I hate doing this lame stuffs that I'm doing now.

Ok done, enjoy !

Are you?

2008-11-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an impromptu outing. Met Love under his voideck. Waited for Love and Nizam nearly an hour cause they siap mcm girl ! Hurhur. Nevermind, dah biase. Haha. We chilled for awhile and proceed by 0730. We trained down to outram while Nizam trained down to town to fetched his babygirl. Our initial plan was to Henderson Waves. But by the time we reached Habourfront, it was already dark by then. So I decided that we skipped the plan. I don't want us to get lost cause it's our first time, mind you. Head to Habourfront Centre to visit my sister's work place. I'm glad that she's having fun working. Hehs ! Next was to Vivo. Had some retail therapy with love. There's so many things in mind but so little money. Haiz. Nevermind, I just got my bursary just now. I'm so gonna grab all those things by next week. Ok skipped. We settled at the sky park and spend some quality times together. Took pictures and off we went our separate ways. I need to attend this so called family meeting about my late grandfather while Love met his brother and auntie for supper at Dhoby Ghaut. Hugged and kissed goodbye. Now I'm missing love already.

Love just realize he lost his spec after the toilet visit -.-

Love: Dear, I lost my spec.

Me: Huh? Are you sure? You kidding right?

Love: No, I'm serious. I left it at the stairs just now.

Me: How come now then you realize?
Love: I looked into the mirror just now and I realize I never put on my spec.

Me: Then how dear? Go back there?
Love: No need la. Nevermind. Can buy new one.

Standard, orang kaya kan. Ha Ha !

I got a little something from Love which make me smile from ear to ear. *grins*

Thank you so much love. I'm loving it !

Everything seems to be as sweet as cotton candy whenever I'm with you. I won't asked for more. Love you, Mwah !

TGIF !

2008-11-14T16:08:00.007+08:00

Meet my crazy classmates.

Meet Anna Kyesha, Love's classmate.

I was bored in class yesterday so I played around with my friend's psp camera. These were the boys whom brightened up my day in school. And currently now, I'm in school lab. Yes, I'm still in school at this time although its Friday. Urgh !

And I'm very hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry hungry(!)

I MISS LOVE :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

This i promise you.

2008-11-09T22:35:00.012+08:00

As so you know, we've turn 3 yesterday. Time flew so fast ekh dear. Hehs. As usual, met Love at Yew Tee platform. Trained down to town and my stomache was growling at that point of time. Settled down at Es teller77 for our dinner. We're really famished by our foods although I was kinda disappointed with my dish cause somethings missing. Nevermind though. Our initial plan after dinner was shopping cause I just got my pay yesterday. Kachingggg! But the amount was seriously fucked up. I don't wanna elaborate more on that. With the time strained and stuffs, we didn't manage to shop. Hurhur. Met up with Faizul and Mukmin and we strolled down town without knowing where to go. Ha Ha. Soon after, we split with them cause I wanna spend time with love. Went to our 'secret hideout', ekh Nizam ? Hehs. Settled down and I gave love the card that I made it the night before our anniversary. I know I'm a bad gf cause I didn't get you anything but still, its the thoughts that count. Hope you like the card and the pictures(!) . I didn't snapped pictures of the card cause to me it look so hideous although I put on alot of effort to it. Ha Ha. And you really made me flattered with all those songs you sang it to me. It was so soothing to my ears till I nearly shed tear. I love you vvvvvvvvvvvv much ! Ok I should stop bragging about all those mushy mushy part or else you readers will vomit blood. Hehs ! Took pictures and spend some quality times together and off we met Faizul back at Cineileisure. Chilled with Faizul mates for awhile and took the last train home together. Home sweet home by 1255.

I've loved you forever

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow

Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes

Each lovin' day

And know this feeling won't go away

'Til the day my life is through

This I promise you

Thank you so much dear.

I love you so much, mwah(!)

♥

Happy 3 Monthsary Love.

2008-11-08T14:54:00.002+08:00

WE'VE TURN 3 MONTHS OLD TODAY !
♥

Alhamdulillah.

I'm not moving.

2008-11-07T14:34:00.003+08:00

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

I seriously can't get enough of this song.
It's so soothing into my ears till I got tears.

Ok, that part is so fake. And ey, it rhymes(!) Hehs.

Have you memorize all those words, love?

I can't wait for tomorrow *run in circles*

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Sweet Sixteen !

2008-11-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY SISTER

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

You're now a big girl already. Be matured thinking. May all your wishes come true and hope you pass your N Level and be a future nurse to the family. You're the only hope in Mum's and Dad's eyes. I may not be a very good big sister. But still, you're my own blood, my one and only sister. With warm hugs and kisses,

I love you so much

Mwah Mwah Mwah Mwah(!)

We had a mini celebration just now. Mum and me bought her a birthday cake, cookies&cream. Hope you like it sister. No present for the moment cause I'm cashless right now. I'll get you one after I get my pay this coming friday. Hehs.

I'm off to bed now, Goodnight readers !

Have a good day tomorrow.

Serious?

2008-11-04T23:33:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday was chilling session over at WestCoastPark since we're sick and tired of roaming town. Met love at j.e platform and we headed down to clementi. Waited for Fitri and Nizam and we had dinner over at the foodcentre nearby. After dinner, we proceed down to WCP. Settled down and we had a catching up sessions. There's so many things to talk about but so little time. We really need to go out one of these days, only you and me. It's really a must. Maybe, Sentosa(!). Okay sis? Hehs.

And if you don't know, love is a part time 'Bapok'. He loves to immitate this and that. Tinggal pakai wig, thick make up, sexy top and bottom, jelly fake breast and high heels. Omg, I seriously cannot imagine. Cb, confirm you look so funny. Ha Ha !

Perangai kan kau ?

But still, nothing beats your love towards me okay.

I love you, mwah mwah mwah !

you're loved!

2008-10-30T00:04:00.007+08:00

I've been such a lazy ass by not updating my blog. Bummer ! Ouh wells, last Saturday was kinda draggy. Met love and his mates. Faizul and Mukmin were there too. Its been a long time since I last hangout with them. As usual, they never failed to crack me up with their extremely funniest jokes ever. Ha ha ! And thank god, I get to meet up with my bitch, Rozita ! It was all unplanned and we end up bumping into each other outside lido mccafe. We hugged and talked non-stop cause its been like weeks we never get in contact. She's gaining abit of weight, especially her cheeks ! More chubbier than mine. Hurhur. Single life, good appetite and enjoying life i guess. Good that you're happy with what you're doing in life right now. I'm happy to see you smile so widely now. Just remember that I'm always here for you and I love you always okay babe, Mwah ! We only get to snap a few pictures and with her two gfs too, Marina and Melda. Nice knowing you babes. Such a small world, hehs. Spend like a hour and a half with them then back with the boys. Chilled over at lido mccafe and we bus-ed 174 home. Reached boonlay around 1240 and I've been whinning on how tired I am to walked home cause the last bus had left. So love's being such a sweet boy, We cabbed home. Thanks love, Mwahhhhhhhh !

As for my Sunday, it was well spend with love accompanying me. Love fetched me from work and spend some quality times together. By 9pm, love make a move cause he's meeting his brother up over at dhoby ghaut. I was feeling so hungry so I dragged love to accompany me to the nearby Kfc to get my dinner. Since love decided to cab down to dhoby ghaut cause he's late, I took the chance to hop in for a 100m ride cause basically the Kfc is just one stop away from my block. Ha Ha. I'm just lazy to walked. Thats explained why my fats are growing, hurhur. I don't know why laa cause love's been treating me well nowadays and I felt like I'm a princess. Ok shut up.

And I just realize that love's been splurging alot on just cab fares.

You should better stop taking cabs to and fro okay?

Remember our shopping sprees.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Yesterday night, we texted each other. As usual, random. Until love just had to make me smile so widely lor. He texted me this;

Feeling ala ala french speaking la konon, hehs.

" Ai fai, Lev fev, Yu fu, So fo, Mach Fach ! "

( Translated; I love you so much. )

Rearrange and correct the spelling. Omg, this remind me of my primary school days lor.

" airasma / os / i / abby / vole / yuo / mchu "

( Translated; Maisara, I love you so much baby. )

And I love this the most. I was kinda confused in the first place but till I tried it out. Its like Da Vinci Code la like that. Awesome ! Ok call me kental or whatsoever, I don't care.

" 405683096807606824 "

( Translated; I love you so much. )

I love you so much dear, like a whole lot okay. Mwahhhhhhhhhhhh !

Errrrr, sorry la for this oh so mushy post. I cannot help it laa. Hehs.

i need you.

2008-10-24T00:23:00.002+08:00

" Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... You occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. "

I miss you.

you leave me breathless.

2008-10-20T21:47:00.005+08:00

Thank god I'm recovering now. I had a slight fever, bad sore throat and running nose yesterday. I'm feeling better now after taking medication. I'll skip lifeskill's lesson tomorrow cause it's only a bloody 1hr45min. I don't wanna waste my time by travelling all the way to paya lebar. Hehs. Ok skipped.

Last saturday was a blastttttttttttttttttt ! Right dear? Hehs. Trained down to love's crib to send the pizza to his mum as requested. Love you, mum in law ! (: Like what Nisa's mum say " Belum siap-siap lagik si bujang nie. Kalahkan anak dara. " Ha Ha. We only make a move by 0600. Trained down to town and headed to lucky plaza for love's specs. I've been craving for nasi ayam penyet since fasting month? Hehs. And jyeah, we had it for our dinner. Thanks love for the treat. Next, followed love for his shopping sprees. But sadly nothing catch love's eyes. Waste money, Ha Ha. Tau pun ! Grrrrrrrr. Headed to Singtel like usual and spend some quality times together. I was being so hyper, Hehs ! Only love knew the reason why. Chit chat and picturesssssss. We make a move by 1045 and took 174 instead of train. Love send me home as usual. Home sweet home my 0010.

Ha Ha !

I've received a text msg from love just now and he's being a sweetheart. All that I can say is I really love you laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

♥

Boy, my heart was true.

2008-10-17T12:48:00.015+08:00

School was like usual. Nothing new accept for the new time-table and it sucks. I'm left with 7 weeks more to holidays and I'll be graduating only by next year, around January or February like that. Arghhhhhhh ! Ok skipped.

On Tuesday, had Gelare with love, Fit and Nizam. It was indeed filled with fun and laughters. Indulge in our waffles ice-creams. Fuhhh, Heaven ! Hehs. Jokes, pictures and jumping sessionsss ! We're jumping like crazy just to take a perfect shot. The aftermath, we failed. Ha Ha. Only Nizam had a perfect shot. Those long talks we had in the bus is left hanging. We should have more meet ups and I'm sure we still had alot to share. Nizam, being the advicer; We, the listener. He's a good advicer ya know. Ask him anything and he will answer you back from A-Z. Ok I'm done. Suker Nizam ? And make sure you leave a tag. Or else, I break another t***h of yours. Ha Ha. I think you should know what.

He made it !

but..

We failed ! Ha Ha

Gay brothers ! Ha Ha.

Next up; Night Safari for Halloween ! I'm excited.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promised you never
Would you hurt anymore

Just close your eyes
Each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Thanks love ! I love you ♥

Raya outing !

2008-10-12T16:17:00.012+08:00

I really had a great time yesterday raya-ing with love and his cousins. They were a bunch of funny peoples. We covered 8 houses and each of the houses served scrumptious foods filling our empty stomaches. I want more of this in future and with Nizam around, the whole day was filled with fun and laughters. Like seriously, he's extremely excited yesterday and he can came out with any silly jokes within 15 minutes. Hehs. Love house was first. Took cab to his house cause I'm late. Everybody was there, Abg yus, Fitri, Nizam, Fadhil and bro with gf, Hamdy and gf and the driver of the van (forget his name). Ouh yes, we travelled with a van around. Isn't it convinience? Ok skipped. Love's mum was very pretty ! Hehs. Mee Soto was served and its very delicious. Took pictures and off we went to Fitri's house. Ketupat, lodeh, sambal udang and sambal goreng was being served. Finger licking good. It was nice meeting Fitri's mum and sister ! (forget their name too, hehs) Group photos again and off to Fadhil's house. Mee goreng was being served. Fuhhh, punyer la sedap ! Soon after Jannah, Fadhil's gf came and tag along. Not forgetting Fadhil's sister too. She and him have the same face features and they really look alike. Hehs. Nice meeting you, Jannah and Wahedah ! Group photos again and off we went to the driver's house. Delicious homemade pies was baked and served to us. I'm not sure of the name but it was really nice. Different from others, I like ! No groups photos cause I think everyone was busy enjoying the pies. Hehs. Soon after Amat with gf and Noh with gf came and tag along. Next was Hamdy's house. Followed by one of their friends house, Noh and Hamdy's friend house. It was a very long and tiring day. From hyper to restless. We even dozed off in the van. Un-glamourous face being revealed. Hehs. They drove me back home and thanks love for sending me. Although you're so nervous meeting my mum but you're really brave. I love you so much ! Muah. Home sweet home by 2am. Ohh gosh, I'm dead beat.

With mum in law, love you! (:

Meet Nizam, the extreme hyper guy ! Hehs.

Yes, love is very vain and he used my make-up ! Hehs.

And the picture of the day;

Meet the gangsters. Their 'orang besar' is the one in red. Fierce pah?

Love : Fierce tak? Fierce kan, you takut kan?
Sorry, I'm not scared of you. Please try harder.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

School starts tomorrow. Cb! Back to basic. Arghhhhhhh.
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Happy 2 Monthsary Love.

2008-10-09T02:23:00.002+08:00

WE'VE TURN 2 MONTHS OLD TODAY !
♥

Alhamdulilah. With trust and patience, I knew we would go through it. Its been a meaningful journey, dear. We've come this far together and I don't wanna end it. Like I told you before, I won't let you down. I'm looking forward for more of this beautiful relationship. From the bottom of my heart, I really love you. Seriously I do. Hugs !

Its been one week we've not been meeting each other. Only god knows how much I miss him. Hehs. Met love at Yew Tee platform around 0515 and we trained down to Orchard. Bumped into Fitri love and Zak. I miss them so much especially Fitri. Hugs and catched thing up for awhile. As promised, I visited Ita baby at her workplace just now. Goshhh, I miss her so much and she's infected with rashes. Get well soon babe. Talked about the interview thingy at her workplace. Hopefully I get the work. Hmmm. Headed down to Cineileisure. I've been wanting to catch a movie so badly. House Bunny is our choice. Booked the 0710 slot. The movie is so hilarious ! Love is so excited upon watching the movie. Playboy Mansion, hurhur. Ok Skipped. The movie ends at 0900. We were very famished by then. We had our late dinner at Swensens. My treat, Hehs. Settled down at Park Hotel's Swensens. Love had Black Pepper Seafood Pasta with Ice Mocha while I had Curry Chicken Baked Rice with Sticky Chewy Choc. I'm totally bloated, fuhhhhh. Chilled and spend some quality times together. Love was being a very sweet boy by sending me back home. Home sweet home by 0010.

.pian says:
haf u update ur blog ?
.maisara says:
updating.
.maisara says:
hehs
.pian says:
okay.
.pian says:
i wait for u k..
.maisara says:
why? you can't wait to read ekh?
.pian says:
haha
.pian says:
no laa
.pian says:
i cant wait to see my cute face at ur blog.
.maisara says:
menyampahs!
.pian says:
haha
.pian says:
sori sori.

Tell me that Love is very cheeky. Hehs.

Pictures time !

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love to love me, love to love me, love to love.

I just love today. I want more of this.
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

selamat hari raya !

2008-10-03T01:54:00.012+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL MUSLIMS !

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Dearest friends out there, families, whoever that knows me or even strangers, forgive me if whatever that came out from my mouth hurts you or whichever wrongdoings that might hurt you. Sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. May you guys have a good day and enjoying raya with your loved ones !

To tell you the truth, I did not had a splendid raya this year. I'm supposed to wear a brand new red outfit for this year but both pairs of my raya outfits are 25% done. Hope you get what I mean cause I don't wanna elaborate more. Pfft. So I had no choice but to put on my last year outfit which is black in colour. Cb ! But lucky there's still some soul who's willing to complete the outfits. By tomorrow then I had the chance to put on the new outfits. Ok skipped. I was not in the mood throughout the day. I just go with the flow. Until I met my aunties, uncles and cousins ! Ohh how much I missed my cousins. Ok I'm lazy to elaborate more. Here's some pictures from my camera. There's alot more pictures in my aunty's dslr which I'm waiting for her to email it to me. Hehs.

More to come baybeh !

and

I miss love so much
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

If I wear red and love wear white, whats the outcome?
Singapore flag laaaaaaaa. Ok random, Hehs.

Ketupat ?

2008-09-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Aidilfitri is just tomorrow. How time flies. Fast aye? I'm already feeling the vibe and and I can't wait to dig into all those scrumptious dishes like ketupat, rendang, lodeh, sambal udang, ayam masak merah(!!!!) and etc. Ouhh yes, I'm drooling over it already. hehs. My house is 98% done with all those cleanings and later will be a very long and tiring day I guess. We'll be rushing here and there. I'll help mum and dad with all those last minute cleanings, will be heading down to courts to buy a digital camera, makeup essentials and accessories, take my hari raya outfits, and lastly, we'll be heading down to geylang sipaku geylang at night for crackers. Oh my god, I'm so sexcited giler. hehs. Ok skipped.

I'm missing love right now. We'll not be meeting each other this week as we both are busy for hari raya. I guess I'll meet him by next week then. Grrrr. I was on the phone with him just now. I told him to text me up before he went to bed and it must be a very long text. And right after we put down the phone, I received a text from love and this is what I got;

Dearest Bf : GooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodNightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

Tell me that love is vvv irritating. Hehs.

But still i love him so much.

Infinite Hugs & Kisses

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Rambut raya?

2008-09-23T23:28:00.003+08:00

As today was my off day, I took the opportunity to revamp my hair. As told by love, his mum had make an appointment for me at 1030. Yes, damn early. Besides that Fitri love tag along too. Woke up as early as 0900. Took train down to Yew Tee and met Fit. Off we walked to love's block. Went up to his house and waited for his mum. Love was still sleeping like a pig till I call him up saying I'm in his house. Bacin kan kau. Hehs. Proceed to the house saloon. Its my very first time going for a house saloon. Its kind of cool though. Skipped. While waiting for our turn, me and Fit love catch things up. We talked alot on bla bla bla. Right Fit? Somethings are better left unsaid. And my turn only start after 1230. ZzZzZz. Revamp my hair and Fit too. She trimmed and dyed her hair. It look awesome on her and I'm loving her hair colour. Wild ekh Fit, where got. Hehs. By 0300, we're all done. We're really satisfied with our hair. The service was excellent and the people there are very friendly. I'm sure I'm gonna come back for more ! Bidded Fit goodbye while I chilled at love's house. His mum was very friendly, outspoken, hip and cool. I like I like! Same goes to his dad except that he got this 'garang' look. I find his lil'brother, Johan cute although love's told me he's very irritating. By 0500, I went home. Nice meeting you Ibu and thanks once again for the gift ! Hehs.

I'll always love you no matter how selekeh you are.

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
And I will try to fix you

I Love You.

Dhoyfa turns 17th !

2008-09-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NUR DHOYFA !

I've seen you grown up since 2006 till now. You're now a big girl babe. May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your loved ones. Good luck for your future endeavours.

I miss you babe.

Bitch Road.

2008-09-20T23:38:00.006+08:00

My Friday was a very short and simple yet sweet as sugar. Hehs. Woke up around 11 plus and helped mum with the house chores. Mum was abit shocked seeing me vacuum the whole house. It's pretty amazing that I used up nearly 1 hours just to vacuum the whole house. Not bad aye? Ok skipped. Met love at Yew Tee platform nearly 0600. As usual, I'll always be late. Our initial plan was to trained down to Lavender by red line. But with the insufficient time, na-uh. Took green line instead. Bumped into Mukmin! in the train. Reached Lavender around 0630 and quickly rushed down to Beach Road for break fast. Settled down and we both had chicken rice plus rojak char quay. Bumped into Indra and Rizal. The foods is finger licking good I tell you. We ended up didn't finished the rojak char quay cause the amount is seriously alot. Bought cigg and off we proceed to town. Windowshopped again. Too many things to buy but not enough money to spend. How I wished I had a money plant. Haiz. Thought of visiting Fitri love at work but too bad she ain't working. Walked down to Somerset and chilled at Singtel. Spend some quality times together. Snapped pictures and off we went our separate ways as he needs to make his way down to Geylang si paku Geylang. I was supposed to tag along with him and his family. But I rejected his offer as I need to be home before midnight and I'm not ready yet to meet up with his parents. Hehs. He was abit sad though. Tuesday okay baby?

Self timer, Hehs!

My day was splendid with the other half beside me although he can be irritating at times.

Buruk kan kau? Tapi tetap gua sayang sama lu ah geng.

And to top it off,

It's a Matter of Life and Denim, right dear?
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Labels or Love? Both, perhaps.

2008-09-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

I get to meet love just now. Meet him up at Boon Lay after school. Break-fast at Banquet and thanks to love, now I love popiah basah ! And now I'm craving for it already. Hehs. Althought it was a short meet-up, still it was filled with lots of fun and laughters. I love you dear. Hugs&Kisses !

I've already got myself a pretty decent heels for Hari Raya. Charles and Keith is my choice. Hehs. And it costs a bomb for 3 pairs of heels and a sandal. Like what my dad says;

" Susahlah kalau ade anak perempuan. Every year mesti nak kene tukar kasut. Belum lagik bag, make-ups and accesorries. Botak laa kepala ayah. Anak lelaki tak leceh. Pakai capal aje, senang ! "

Before you commented on anything, yes I still depend on my parents. Believe it or not. Yes, I do work. But I only work 2-3 days a week and only to earn up extra cash for my daily expenses and it's still not enough. Call me a spoilt brat? Nope. I only get what I want once in a blue moon unless if I really needed it. I do pity my dad most of the time cause he's the only sole breadwinner in the family. He pampered me and sister too much until he himself doesn't spend anything minus the all the bills. And he still got the cheek to offer us Guess handbags for Hari Raya. Omg, tell me that my dad is not a thrifty shopper? I'm still thinking twice on the offer cause we still need a camera cause it died recently. Now then i realised that he had splurged hundreds on only me and sister this months.

I may not say this infront of you. But here's a little something for you, beloved dad.

The man I loved
For showing me love
For helping me grow up
For giving me everything he had
For helping me understand who I was
For being there for me no matter what
For showing me the way
For helping me become who I am
For helping me dream my dreams
For loving me, unconditionally
He was my father,
The man I love !

I love you dad and not forgetting mum, a whole lotttt.

Lau Pa Sat ar Sattt.

2008-09-13T21:06:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was with the usuals, Fitri and Faizul. Met love at Yew Tee platform. We were supposed to meet them at Raffles by 0600 but we're late. Reached Raffles around 0635 and off we walked to Lau Pa Sat to break-fast. Settled down and we ordered side dishes. Barbeque stingray, lemon chicken, kailan and not to forget satays plus barbeque prawns. The satays were very tempting and juicy. I likeeeeee ! Hehs. We took almost 1 hour to finish up the dishes and by the time, we're already bloated. So we ended up not eating the barbeque prawns. Smoke break while planning where to head to next. Headed down to Raffles City as love wanna checked out the Birkenstock. 99 buckeroos baby, soon! Hehs. Suntec City next, windowshop heels for Hari Raya. Chilled at Starbucks tower 2. Catching up sessions, jokes, laughters. Fountain Of Wealth, had our private moments together. Hehs. By 1115, we trained back home.

Things were as sour as lemon but it turn out to be as sweet as sugar in the end. Right Fitri? Don't think too much alright babe. I'm always here for you. Hugs !

I just love yesterday and how love pampered me. It's very rare to see him pampering me like that. Hehs.

Love, please don't stop loving me will you?

I love you.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Potraits by love.

2008-09-11T22:56:00.013+08:00

Did i ever told you that love is a good artist? Ouh yes, he love sketching potraits of people. And his drawing skills is pretty amazing but there's alot more for him to learn. Practice makes perfect right dear? I bet love is smiling widely now. *kening naik-naik*

As requested by love.

Aniq Hilman & Aqil Naufal

Love's niece. Cute huh? Grrrrrrrr.

Love drew that for my birthday. And i love it so much !
Thanks dear, i love you.

Ok, i'm done promoting your drawings. Suker dear? Hehs.

Welcome home.

2008-09-11T01:59:00.011+08:00

On mid 2003, my dad owned his first ever car, Hyundai Accent. She's been a very good transport to our family. My dad pampered her so much. We traveled almost everywhere with her. She's been into a few accidents, scratches/dented but yet she still remained strong. We've been riding in her for almost 5 years plus till my dad decided to give her away and replace her to a brand new car. Its pretty sad though cause although she seem to look so 'Pakcik2' kinda car but still I love riding in her. 7 September 08 was her last day with us. You'll always be remembered :/

Say goodbye to her;

HYUNDAI ACCENT
Mid 2003 - 7 September 2008

And say a very big welcome to our new baby;

HONDA FIT

Welcome to the family baby. I'm so inlove with her now cause she looks kinda sporty and she's so cute and whats more, its all upgraded. Ouh my, I can't wait to get my driving licence and get my hands on her. Talking about driving licence, I'll be taking Private driving licence after Hari Raya. And I'll be using my cousin's recent instructor. Hehs. Hope everything goes on smoothly and and i can't waitttttt ! Nights.

Happy 1 Monthsary Love.

2008-09-09T23:25:00.009+08:00

" Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. "

We've turn 1 month old yesterday, Alhamdulillah. Met love at Yew Tee platform at 0330. I was so engrossed playing my psp till I didn't notice love had already reached, sitting behind me. Hehs. Train down to town by red line. Our initial plan was to catch the movie 4bia at 0440 but by the time we reached town its already 5 plus. Skipped. Headed down to Cineleisure and get the tickets at 0700 slot. Lucky Plaza next for my contact lens but to no avail. Chilled at Taka garden to kill time. By 0645, we rushed down to Cineleisure. Bought popcorn lovers set and nachos. Break-fast inside the cinema, NOT! Hehs. 4bia was not as exciting as i was expected. It was a 4 different storyline in one movie. I was laughing my ass off on some of the funny scenes minus all those frightening scenes that makes me cover my eyes with both of my hands. And I didn't expect love to be errrrr as frightened as I am. He grab my hands so tight till it cramps. Hehs. But he's cute though ! Overall it's worth our 120 minutes. We were out of plans by then. He brought me to Singtel and we chilled there as it's still early. Talked, jokes, laugh, pictures and not long after, the weather was being a bitch and it started to rain. Damn. We tooked cover under the shelter nearby. Starbucks was our final destination. Hehs. Settled down at Park Hotel's Starbucks. Java chip and chocolate scone, favourite ! Chilled till 1100 and off we trained home.

Happy 1 Monthsary Love !

We started out as friends,
And talking on the phone,
But I couldn't take it anymore,
So I let my true feelings be shown.

I told you how I really felt,
The love I had for you,
My worst fear was you'd turn away,
But that turned out not to be true.

You told me you felt the same,
But had the same fear as me,
From that day onwards,
We knew it was meant to be.

I hope we'll always be together,
And things will never tear apart,
I'd also like to remind you,
That I love you with all my heart.

I love you so much♥

2008-09-08T23:55:00.006+08:00

" With every passing day, I find myself falling more and more in love with you. "

WE'VE TURN 1 MONTH OLD TODAY !

♥

I've got so much to update. Pictures are with love, yet to be received. I'll update soon, most probably tomorrow.
Nights !

2008-09-04T01:11:00.004+08:00

I would like to wish my dearest gf Rozita, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BABE ! Atlast the day you've been waiting for, you're now Legal ! You're already legal to buy a pack of cigarette, alcohol and club! I'm really happy for you babe. Hehs. Hope you enjoy your big day today. May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your loved ones. I'm running out of cash right now but I'll promise to give you a decent treat soon, yes soon. I hope you don't mind babe. Take care of yourself wherever you are and remember that I'll always love you my one and only bitch. Hugs & Kisses !

There are so many things I'd like to say,
But that would take me all day.
Now I wonder where to start,
Guess I'll say whats in my heart.
There is one thing I know that's true,
I'm so blessed to have a friend like you.

Thanks for always being there,
And showing me how much you care.
There are times I don't know what to do,
But I know I can always turn to you.
Our friendship is one of a kind,
One most people never find.

I'm so glad you came into my life,
You have filled it with so much delight.

And thats the reason why I love you, Rozita.
Thank you for everything babe.
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I'm missing love already now, gonna call him up. Hehs. Nights!

2008-09-03T15:06:00.006+08:00

" Love is a strong word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without. "

Class Photo;

Time fly so fast and another few more months I'll be graduating. I'll miss every single soul in my one and only class, FA0701K. Although I might not contribute much to the class but still, I put hopes to each and everyone of you. We've been through alot of hardship and those fun and laughters, will be remembered always. Hope you guys succeed in your future endevours. God bless !

1 more day to Rozita Baby Birthdayyyyy! - 4 September 08

5 more days to 1 Monthsary with love - 8 September 08

16 more days to 3 weeks holidays - 19 September 08
28 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri - 1 October 08

40 more days to Final Presentation! - 13 October 08

I'm freezing cold right now in class. Struggling with final year project. Urghh. I'm soo not looking forward to 13 Oktober 08 cause I hate presentation. Class ends at 5pm. Will be waiting for love till 6pm cause i'm going back home with love. Yeayy ! Have a good day ahead.

2008-09-02T01:28:00.002+08:00

Saturday, meet love at CCK and took bus to Dhoby Ghaut. Our initial plan was to catch the movie 4bia but I guess luck was not on our side. Damn ! Rushed down to Cathay and Plaza Singapura but to no avail. Hurhur. Love was pretty upset about it. Had dinner at Kopitiam. Walk all the way down to town for Heeren. Windowshop and sightseeing. Next was City Hall. Thought of going to Baybeats but firstly, we're not interested with the crowds and secondly, we're don't wanna bump into those unwanted soul and stuff. Hehs. Skipped. Bump into Itababy, Sarah, Iskandar and others. Nice meeting you guys. Meet up with the usual, Fit and Faizul ! Starbucks Fullerton was our choice. Hehs. Smoke, drinks and catch up sessions was absolutely full of fun and laugthers ! All thanks to Faizul wackyness cause he's extra hyper on that day. Chilled at Boat Quay as it's still early and off we trained home.

Next meet up, break-fast together ok Fit and Faizul aka Fai BERG ! (inside jokes) Hehs.
And ouh, HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS. Nights !

2008-08-30T01:36:00.005+08:00

Last 3 days, I was doing my second assignments. It was a 30 seconds advertisements and I can do whatever I like. My mind was blank at that point of time so I texted love asking him of an idea on what to advertise.

Me: Dear, i need to do an advertisement. Give me an idea of a brand. I wanna do something like about fashions. Hehs.

Him: Oh . . You advertise a brand.

Me: Yeah. Name me a list of brands. You kan my 'Fashion Icon'. Hehs.

Him: Agnes B, Burberry, Chanel, Dior, Ed Hardy, Ferragamo, Gucci, Hermes, Issey Miyake, Jean Paul, Kenzo, Lacoste, Missoni, Nina Ricci, Oshkosh B Gosh, Paul Smith, Queens Coutoure.

Me: A'aaaah! Banyak per dear?! Macam nak bahase kan i aje. Sungguh tak perlu ok.

Him: Baru sampai letter Q. Haha.

Me: Sumpah tak perlu! Grrrr. Ade lagik tak dear? Hehs.

Him: Haha. Ade letter R to Z.

Me: List out kambinggggg!

Him: Takya la. Haha. Nanti u say i action. Haha.

Me: You memang dah action ngan i pun selame nie. Tak perlu seh nak step malu kambing ngan i. Ishhh!

Him: Ralph Lauren, Swarovski, Versace, Wedgewood, Xoxo, YSL, Zegna.

Me: -________________________________________________-

Member suke kene puji 'Fashion Icon'. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Thanks ekh kambing love! Meeting him later in the afternoon. We gonna catch a movie, 4bia? I'll update more, so stay tune. Enjoy your saturday people, Nights !

2008-08-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

Bitching session with rozita never failed to make me burst into laugthers. We bitch about everything. Sugar, spice and everything nice. Hehs. We talked craps most of the time. We laughed at the most silliest jokes ever. We make a fool out of ourselves most of the time. Basically, we've been through alot together. Since the starting of school in 2007 till now. Ouhh gosh, Its nearly 2 years now. I'm loving every seconds of my time with her. We trust each other and we shared our most deep dark secret together. Right bitch? I've never regret knowing you and you're the best bitch ever. And thats what make her my very own bitch ! You guys don't own a bitch like i do, do you? Ahaks. Hope this friendship last. Love ya babe !

I was being a very good gf today by waiting for love to end his class. While waiting, since i got nothing to do, i decided to text love up disturbing him in a very rude manner. Hehs. So here goes;

Me: Eh boy, Lu lancao sama gua. Lu mana punya? Cb. Hehs.

Him: Gua dah rilek.

Me: Lu habis class pukul brape boy? Gua rindu sama lu ar . . .

Him: Pukul enam ar gang. Lu mau tunggu Gua pah? Gua hidup sorang pun boleh hidup uh.
Me: Gua tunggu Lu ar syg. Hidup sorang? Lu takmo lancao sama gua ar. Cb! Hehs.

Him: Ok.

Yeah, we're like that. Tell me that we're very Fa-na-tic? NOT ! Ahahahahahaks. Serious, last warning ekh.

But still, i love my cute yet irritating bf.

I love you

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2008-08-25T00:48:00.003+08:00

Last Friday was splendid although i was pretty worn out throughout the day. Headed down to novena for my TB injection. Skipped. Met love at Velocity and had lunch cum early dinner at Burger King. Proceed to City Hall. Chilled over at National Library while waiting for the rest to kill time. Haji Lane next for Sheesha session. Drinks, jokes and laughters, hehs. I'm loving it yaww ! Walked all the way down to Starbucks Fullerton. Somethings are better left unsaid. I'll always enjoyed my day with them around, thanks guys !

Hugsssssssssssssss.

This is LOVE ! hehs.

Baybeats this saturday alright lovelies?
Wooooooooooooots !
:DD

2008-08-18T23:20:00.008+08:00

Here's some of the overdue pictures taken during sentosa outing with love and his mates on 11 August. Get to meet up with Qamarul and Mahadhir, my primary school mates. They're all grown man now, hehs. Met up with Itababy since she's at sentosa too with her gfs. And nice meeting you Sarah ! So here goes.

Tomorrow's gonna be photo taking sessions with my class. I better not overslept again this time ! I love to sleep this few weeks. Be it in the morning or afternoon. I'm not sure why but i have thing call sleepyhead, hehs. Ok it doesn't make sense. Like what Itababy say " I'm a person who doesn't like to sleep in the afternoon/evening cause i'm not a pig unlike someone. (sarcastic smile) " Cb, Ass! Thats my bitch baybeh :DD

Whenever you feel a warm breeze brush against you, that's the kiss I blew to you.

I love you dear !

2008-08-13T16:35:00.003+08:00

" Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart. "

" When we love, it isn't because the person's perfect, it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. "

" True love is not about the hugs and kisses, the 'I love you's' or the 'I miss you's', but about the chills that hit every part of your spine when you think about him. "

" Love is true when it comes from the heart, not from the mouth. "

" Destiny decides who you meet in your life but its your heart that decides who gets to stay in your life. "

& Thats the reason why you have a special place in my heart
I love you !

2008-08-13T15:25:00.002+08:00

Maroon 5 Ft. Rihanna - If I Never See Your Face Again

I love this !

2008-08-09T13:30:00.018+08:00

080808; 11.25pm - Officially Yours.
I LOVE YOU MR PIAN !

For you;

8 August was a memorable day and i will never ever forget this day. Dear, thanks for making this day a very memorable and meaningful. I've never aspect it to be so happening. I've never been so happy before in my life and all thanks to you. You're the most sweetest guy that i've ever met. And I thank God for giving me this chance to love you. We've come this far and hope we will have a brighter future ahead. I'll try my very best to give you everything that it takes to see a smile on your face. Now that i've got you, I will not let you slip off from my arms. I will not let you fall cause dear, you've got me now.

" I will try to guide you right and be the best that i can be. Get you back and up again. Let you know that i'm yours, baby. And with that, I just love you so... "

" I know that whatever happens and wherever I am, I will trust in God. The sunrises and the sunset on the oceans, hope is in the rain. "

" I know for sure, I love you. Anything that you'll ever need. I'll try my best to give you everything. "

Dear, thanks for the present and the birthday cards that is full of sweet and meaningful phrases. Once again, thanks for everything. I'm yours baby, finally. I love you so much, seriously i do.

With lots of hugs and kisses, Mrs Pian.
♥♥♥♥♥

_______________________________________________________________________________________________________

Yesterday was a blasttttttttttttttttttttttttttt and i'm loving every seconds of it. Thanks to Love, Fitri, Faizul, Zak & Mukmin for making it happened. Thanks for all those surprises. Seriously, i'm very touched. Thanks again guys ! Love you guys many-many !

Love fetch me from my crib. City hall was our first stop. Met Ita baby and her bf. Thanks for the Oreo Chocolate Puff sweetie. You'll always be my bitch. Split at around 6pm. Headed down to town. Met Abg Yus and window shopping. Starbucks was our next destination. Thanks Hafiz and Anna for the free drinks! By then it was nearly 9pm, my stomache was growling. Love booked table for 8 person at pizza hut without me knowing that all the lovelies will be present. Thanks love for the white lies. After the late dinner, we proceed down to taka. And once again, thanks for the white lies love! Grrrrrr. They surprise me with brownie cake and birthday song. I'm damn speechless. Thanks Fitri and Zak ! And the most sweetest moments happened after the cake cutting session. Tears of joy roll down my cheek. I won't eloborate more on that. Now let the pictures tells you how much i've enjoyed yesterday =DDDD

Mr & Mrs Pian ! (:

My Bitch ! I love her to bits, Hugs !

Hot Coffee Cake ! -___-"
Thanks ekh Hafiz, Cb. Ahahahaks!

Pizza Hut ! Thanks for the white lie love, Grrr.

Lovelies !

Finally, The Surpriseeeeeee!

Yours Truly, Legal ! (:

Thanks girls !

Thanks for the drawing and presents love !
ILY.

Fitri love !

Abg Faizul and Abg Pian !

Once again, Mr and Mrs Pian .
=DDDDDDDD

The most sweetest birthday card ever ! Thanks love.

Once again, thanks guys ! You know who you are. Sayang korangggggggggggg ! Hugs.
And abg nizam, you've been missed by me. Meet up soon ok?
=D

2008-08-07T11:31:00.032+08:00

( This is gonna be a very long post && image heavy )

My 18th birthday was a blasttttttttttttttttt ! I swear this is the most memorable birthday ever, seriously. Thanks love for spending time with me on my birthday and thanks for the treat ! I'm loving it baybeh. Mum, dad and sister, thanks for the surprise and thanks for the birthday cake. Not forgeting my beloved friends, thanks once again for the birthday wishes. I really appreciate it lots. Love you guys so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Hugs !

We headed down city hall straight after school. Settled down at Anderson's Denmark Ice Cream for couple chocolate fondue. It was heavenly delicious ! Right Love? (:

First and foremost, the birthday girl.

Yours Trulyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Chocolate Fondue.

Kambingkuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! =DD

Lets dip in baybehhh !

What do you get when your kambing get too obsessed with the chocolate?

PRICELESS -______-

ahahahahahahahahahahaks!

Heart you many-manyyyyyyyyyy !

The aftermath.

Thanks once again for the treat kambing. Now i can't wait for fridayyyy !
Love.

The birthday surprise at home;

Thanks once again beloved family !
Hug & Kisses*

2008-08-06T00:19:00.011+08:00

FINALLY, THE DAY THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I'M OFFICIALLY 18TH TODAY!

Thanks for the birthday wishes gfs and bfs. Be it in msn/sms/friendster/tag , I really appreciate it lots.

Love you guysssssssssssssssssss!(:

In random order;
PIAN♥
Beloved Sister
Beloved Mum & Dad
Puteri
Fitri
Faizul
Dhoyfa

Rozita
Nisa
Firdaus
Nana
Abg Yus
Adzhani
Sarah
Zoolaa

Anna
Stephanie
Shiffa
Alysha
Ain
Masrurah
Rahman
Iskandar

Liz

Quraisha

Elnah

Deana

Aidil

Akil

Ali

Yanto

& more to come *winks*

I can't wait for fridayyyyyyyyyyyyy. *woooots*

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2008-08-05T19:56:00.005+08:00

I'm left with a few more hours to go and when the clock strikes 12, i'll be turning 18 years old. I'm becoming much more older every year and I've gone through alot throughout this 17 years. I'm not gonna turn back for sure. I hope my life will be much more brighter and happier once i've turn 18 with my loved ones, family and friends. I hope and wish for a brighter future. Enough said.

4 MORE HOURS TO GO.

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right.

Forget about the ones who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said life would be easy.

They just promised it would be worth it.

2008-08-04T01:50:00.010+08:00

Saturday was a short and simple outing yet fun. Meet up with the lovelies; Pian, Fitri, Faizul and Mukmin. Headed to Bencoolen St, SMU, Town, Cineleisure, Starbucks Cathay. Nothing much happened. Chill at starbucks, silly jokes, bapok, camwhore. Catched the last train home. Bump into Shiffa and Atit. & Thanks Abg Yus for the dinner treat!

( perangai kambing, ahaks! )

Sunday, working from 7am - 3pm. My legs was very weak and cramp due to alot of walking the other day. Work was fun with those happy people around. And that kambing up there gave me a surprised visit at work just now despite of me knowing because i saw him.

Me: Hello. Where are you?
Him: I'm at home.
Me: Confirm per?
Him: Yeah, i'm at home, just reached.
Me: Why your surrounding different?
Him: No la, i'm at home. Serious.
Me: Call your brother, i wanna talk to him.
Him: Erk, whyyy? No need la.
Me: Cause i bloody saw you walking pass by delifrance.
Him: Tahu aje. I'm outside waiting for you.

Nak tipu tak agak-agak. Perangai betul ar ni anak. Anyway, thanks love! Hugs.

LEGAL IN 2 DAYS TIME.

(!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2008-08-01T00:17:00.004+08:00

31 July 08;

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY BELOVED MUM!

You're the greatest mum ever. You know i love you right?

Semoga allah panjangkan umur ibu sehingga akhir hayat, Amin.

hugs&kisses, your daughter.

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY NISA!

May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your loved ones.

Hope you enjoy your big day today babe. =D

5 MORE DAYSSSSSS!

2008-07-30T11:31:00.017+08:00

19 July 08; HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY FAIZUL!
May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your loved ones. =D

You're already legal to buy a pack of ciggies and club per? Hope you enjoy your big day that time dude and with the pranks, "we used to date". Oh my gahhhh, its damn hilarious. cheers!

26 July 08; Vivo City & Sentosa
Saturday was uplanned. Meet up with pian, fitri and faizul. Proceed to vivo, windowshop and had dinner. It was nearly 8.30pm by then, nowhere to go. We headed down to sentosa. Got everything for free. Entry pass, Skyride & Luge. What more could you asked for? I was very excited at that point of time cause it was my first time, mind you. Only they knows how happy i am. And my true colours prove fitri wrong, indeed she was shocked. Right babe? And lastly, that day really makes me smile from ear to ear! *kening up up & awayyyyy* =D

27 July 08, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHAFIQ!
May all your wishes come true and be happy always with puteri nordiana. =D

There's alot more coming. And it makes me more excited cause my legal's day is coming.

6 more dayssssssss!

*woooots*

2008-07-18T14:57:00.009+08:00

I'm now currently in school. I've been a very good girl by coming to school regularly. Weird huh?I'm left with only 5 more months. Final year projects had made me a very busy woman now. Sketchings for my portfolio, resume, website, demo reel. When will this hell end? I can't wait to graduate from this school. I've not yet plan to where i should go after that. Continue with my studies or working? Whatever the decision is, i hope it will turn out good. The only day that i can have a very good rest is only on saturday and sunday. But i still have to work on sunday morning though. Very pathetic indeed, ahaks.Thats how my life is, vvvvvvv boring.

On a lighter note, my birthday is just around the corner. I'm turning eighteen but still its not a big deal. I've got a sum of pretty things in my mind right now. *kening naik-naik* I just want to be happy on my legals day. I hope that with you around me, i will be much more happier. Thats all i want and need right now. And indeed, i'm happy girl now !

Thank you, you.

2008-07-10T15:53:00.006+08:00

When we first fell in love, I thought that nothing could compare to the magical romance that you and I had come to share. But as time passed, feelings deepened and our closeness grew. The romance turned into a real and lasting love with you. You care for me in all the ways I want and need so much. I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness with every word and touch. I know I can depend on you for support and honesty. That patient understanding that you always give to me. There’s a special kind of happiness that only love can bring. And I’ve found that happiness with you. There's something you don't know and that's just how i feel. The thoughts that go through my mind have never felt this real. You make me feel as if I'm beautiful, like I'm all you want to see. The only thing I don't understand is, why you chose me. When your hand touches mine, there's this tingle feeling I get inside. You make me feel so loved and now I know that I need not hide.

Thank you, you.

2008-06-28T05:01:00.002+08:00

i'll promise to update a proper post next time, sorry.

2008-06-17T09:49:00.002+08:00

VIETNAM

17 June 2008 - 21 June 2008

hello earthling! its's 9.52am and if you can see in the picture above, i'm now still in budget terminal waiting for my flight which will be departure at 12.50pm.

omg, i'm so excited by now. i hope this vacation will be a succesful one.

for those whom i love, spare a thought and pray that i'll have a safe trip back home.

i'll miss you people which i'd mention in my previous entry damn much

with love, hugs & kisses♥

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

stay tune for more update babies!

2008-06-17T01:16:00.003+08:00

i'll be leaving to VIETNAM later at 10am

atlast, a beautiful great escape

i'll be back on saturday, 21 June 2008

and i'm gonna miss all my babies

( !!!!!!!! )

in random order;

dhoyfa

rozita

nana

ninie

puteri

firdaus

pian!

shiffa

syahidah

iskandar

ain

sarah

shahidah

huzaifah

nathra

and the list goes on...

take good care of yourself ok, hugshugs !

2008-06-12T04:44:00.002+08:00

" If you love a person, not only should you accept their presence and future,

you should also accept their everything in the past. "

i lovelovelovelove the ending part of this episode
call me a chinese drama freak, yes i am !
i love all their storyline and i just love how those love story begins

besides that, it teaches me alot too

*kening naik-naik*

2008-06-11T03:36:00.004+08:00

I'm screaming into the dark, searching for an answer

Where do i go from here?

"no matter what happen, i don't wanna loose a good friend like you"

2008-06-07T02:10:00.004+08:00

KUNG FU PANDA

its been a long time since i last step into a cinema, last year maybe?

the movie is so hilarious that it tickles my mind and toes, ahahaks!

its worth my money and i enjoy it every seconds

i wanna watch it again, again, againnnnn!

a little update about my beloved mum

thank god, the operation was a succesful one! amin.

i was worried for 4 hours waiting patiently for the result

only good friend know how excited i am at that point of time

glad that she can be discharged on the same day itself

she's now resting at home, waiting for recovery

i'll pray that you'll have a speedy recovery mum, ily !

2008-06-05T00:01:00.004+08:00

finally exam's over and another 1 more day of schooling

whooooosh! next week holiday yawwwwwwwwwwwww

and another 12 more days to my great escape, V I E T N A M!

i'm gonna enjoy later because i'm worried about my mum now

she will be having an operation tomorrow morning

i'm not quite sure about the time but its only 4 hours of operation

i really hope the operation will be a successful one

i'll update again later

2008-05-31T04:57:00.002+08:00

i can't get enough of this, seriously

i can sit at home all day long laughing at this very cute yet funny video

of worst still, watch the remix version of the video

its fcuking irritating ya know

don't believe me? go watch it yawwww.

2008-05-29T23:51:00.003+08:00

how am i suppose to help you if you yourself doesn't show me the concern?
is it that difficult to love me like how i love you?
the thing is, this love will not succeed if i'm the only person who make the first move
it takes to hands to clap right? so does love

don't give me false hope boy cause i put on alot of faith in you
i close my heart to others cause you're the only guy i love
so make up your mind boy.

my friends told me that i got everything that i wanted

family, friendship, goods and love

but it turns out i lost all the good things in my life

why does all good things come to an end?

breaking down...

2008-05-27T01:24:00.010+08:00

as requested by DHOYFAAAAAAAAA !

met up with this baby of mine and my night was filled with fun and laugther

not forgeting those gossip-ing sessions *roll eyes*

chilled at mc cafe cause coffeebean is being a bitch, right baby?

it was splendid yet memorable day with you by my side

we should have meetup sessions more often baby !

Dhoyfa, my listening ears and my pillar of strength
what more could i ask for?

yes, i do! i do! i do!

2008-05-23T01:16:00.005+08:00

i'm sick and tired of maya autodesk
everyday come to school sit infront of the computer doing 3D and stuffs
i need a break man, urghhhhhhhh!
i've received an appeal letter from the school
fyi, i'm a step away from debarement
its funny how i read back the whole paragraph on what i wrote on the letter, HaaHaa

" calling for miss maisara. i repeat, miss maisara.
please proceed to the information counter, thank you. "

random; that was what we heard while we was fagging at the carpark
and the boy disturb me, grrrrrrrr

"ey! die panggil you tu, pergi ar"
"kau step aku sorang ajer yg bername maisara"
"try check you nyer ez-link. mane tahu terjatuh ker"
*checking*
"ez-link i ader kat dlm wallet"
"you nyer i/c"
*checking again*
"i/c i pun ader, name tag i pun ader"
"ala, bukan you tu. nasib baik dier tak ckp
calling for maisara, anak mesran"
"babi kauuuuuuuuuuu!"

2008-05-22T02:59:00.007+08:00

i've always been looking forward for every wednesday
working with these few bunch of crazy people!
with them around, my day at work was filled with fun and laughters
especially syahidah and iskandar, my two sengau-angau mates
what more could i ask for?

random, i steal this from LeirAriel babe;
" i don't quite recall me chatting wif Maisara.
even though we're in the same course.
next door mates and such.
it's more like a "hi", "hey" or "bye".Fullstop.
Heh Heh, but things kinda changed.
i've always thought she's tha snobbish type but hell!
i was sooo bloody wrong!
Ahh, i'd manage to have a lil' chat with her earlier on.
&& i didn't know we'd shared almost the
same experience about our past.... "

oooh gosh! yesterday was quite a handful catch-up right leira babe?
let bygones be bygones
"if he comes back, he's meant for you. but if he's not, he was never yours to begin with"
and you're not fat okkkkkkkkkk!
if you're fat, than what am i? Obese?! >.<

i'm looking forward for more bitching sessions with you babe, hugshugs!

2008-05-19T01:44:00.005+08:00

Ayat Ayat Cinta is a beautifully portrayed Islamic love story – a tale of a virtuous Muslim protagonist who overcomes all obstacles of life maintaining pure ideals.

i've just spend 2 hours watching this movie from youtube

and it's worth watching, seriously i'm not lying

the movie is so romantic yet so saddening until i shed tears till the end

i rated this movie 10/10 and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna watch it again

besides that, its teaches me alot on how to overcomes obstacles in life

oh myy, i love this movie so much!

can someone please buy me the novel?

inspired quotes;

" be true to yourself, patient and sincere

because god's answering to your prayers "

" islam mengajarkan kita kalau shurga

itu berada dibawah telapak kaki ibu "

2008-05-15T02:54:00.008+08:00

i want to be your angel, can i?

Just like a shadow

I'll be beside you

I'll be your comfort

And let it guide you home

I will provide you a place of shelter

I want a be your zone

Tell me what to do

Tell me what you wanted me to do

I'll make you great to be a man

With a woman who can stand

Who will never promise to leave her man

Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel

Protect you from the pain

I'll keep you safe from danger

You'll never hurt again

I'll be your a.n.g.e.l

I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l

I'll be your angel

Just like the moon

I'll step beside

And let your sun shine

While I follow behind

Cause baby what ya got

It is with all the props

With everything I'm not

Tell me what to do

Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand

Who will never promise to leave her man

Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel

Protect you from the pain

I'll keep you safe from danger

You'll never hurt again

I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel

Tell me why there's so many good men

And the world's misunderstood

He's a dog, he's no good

I wish somebody would

Disrespect my man
You're gona have to come see me

I go hard for my baby

He's all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,

Come on girl and stand up

Go ahead lift your man up

Get up

If you got a good one, put your hands up

Go ahead lift your man up

Get up

If you got a good one, stand up

Come on girl, and stand up

If I could be your angel

Your angel, Your angel

Protect you from the pain

I'll keep you safe from danger

You'll never hurt again

I'll be your a.n.g.e.l

I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l

I'll be your angel

2008-05-13T19:07:00.003+08:00

i know mother's day had just past but,

i wanna dedicate this to my one and only beautiful mum

A message to you beloved mum,

happy mother's day to you. you're the greatest mum on earth and no one can ever replace you. i can't imagine my life without you. thanks for bringing up your two dearest daughter. you're my role model and will always be. you've gone through alot in this family of four and all those sacrifices you've made, with that i salute you and i love you so much. you're just like a bra, always there for me and support me, thank you very much mum.

Semoga allah panjangkan umur ibu sehingga akhir hayat, Amin.

2008-05-08T02:43:00.006+08:00

i wanna make this quick and simple

work is so tiring, i don't know why i felt so restless

but with my kaki gerek colleagues, syahidah and iskandar

my day at work turns out to be with fun and laughters

get well soon my boy, hugs&kissessss♥♥♥

2008-05-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

ouhh myyyy, you always made my day.

although your drawings sucks, i still love it..

i think a 3 year old boy could draw much more better than you

boooooooooooooooo!

>_<

you know the reason why i'm waiting boy....

2008-05-04T22:29:00.007+08:00

today is much more better than yesterday

work is so fucked up, maybe today is not my day

stomache cramps killing me and moodswings, period.

i've been eyeing at this one particular watch recently

just so you know, my adidas watch had already worn out

i need to use a rubber band as the so called "strap holder"

its's pretty embarassing you know, can you imagine that?

so thanks to dad, i own this little baby up there

mum told me that this will be my advanced birthday present

like omg!? my birthday is like another 3 more months

ouhhh common dad, this year i'm legal

maybe a brand new hp? $$$$$$? party&celebration? freedom?

but no matter what, i'll appreciate whatever he bought for me

i love you still beloved dad♥

i'm soo loving my brand new watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! >_<

2008-05-04T01:07:00.008+08:00

ok this news is so outdated but i still feel the urge to tell you silent readers

i was in the sentosa express with the boy

when suddenly i received an unexpected call

and it really really really really makes my dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

this conversation is on last saturday, 26 april 08

Me: Hello?
Him: Hello, i'm calling from starhub. My name is (inserthisname). Congratulation, you're one of the lucky winners for our lucky draw.
Me: Huh? Really? No jokes right?
Him: Of course this is not a joke miss. You've won $188.
Me: $188?!!!!!!!! Oh my godddddddd! *jumping of joy*
Him: So can i know your name and i/c number miss?
Me: Siti maisara bte mesran and my i/c number is S90******
Him: So how may i address you miss?
Me: You can address me as maisara for short. Ermmm is this for real?
Him: Yeah, you're one of the lucky winners. If there's any enquiries you can call this hotline, 65079767.
Me: So the money comes in cheque or in cash? *excited giler babi okay!*
Him: It comes with a cheque. The cheque will be ready in a months time. A follow-up SMS will be send prior to your prize collection date and place.
Me: Omg, i can't wait! *giggle*
Him: Thanks for using starhub and there might be chances for you to win again if you top-up your credit.
Me: Ok thanks. I'm reallyreally excited about this. Once again, thank you starhub!
Him: Congratulation miss, ok bye~
Me: BYE!

ouhh yes, i've won $188 for their whatever lucky draw thingy!

but the cheque will be ready in one months time, wth?

tell me that i'm the luckiest girl on earth

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

counting down; 21 more days

2008-05-03T18:23:00.003+08:00

i'm having a movie marathon now

i'll update more later

2008-04-20T23:55:00.006+08:00

another week of school and another 45 mins sitting in the train.

i'm sick and tired of this routine everyday.

i need to travel all the way to paya lebar just to go to school.

class start at bloody 8am tomorrow.

and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna skip the first lesson.

if you know me well, i'm queen in skipping classes -____-

but i need to buck up, its my last year.

ouh wellsssssss.

i'm flying to vietnam this coming june holiday.

my dad booked the tickets without me knowing.

omg, i can't wait for the plane ride.

its my fucking first time you see.

i'm pretty sad actually as i wanna go bali or bangkok so badly.

but vietnam is not that bad afterall.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

oh boy, i'm still waiting and i won't give up...

2008-04-19T03:49:00.007+08:00

STEREOPHONICS - Pull The Pin Tour 2008

Date: 28 Apr 2008 Mon, 8:00PM

Venue: Fort Canning Park

Ticket Price (Exclude Booking Fee)

Standard - S$95

Event Day - S$105

Please add to above price $3 Booking Fee for tickets above $20

and $1 Booking Fee for tickets $20 and below.

Charges include GST where applicable.

OAG

Date: April, 25 2008

Venue: Esplanade, Singapore

Cost : free

The Times - Chronicles Showcase

Date: 4 May 2008, 2.00PM

Venue: Substation Guiness Theatre 45 Armanian Street, Singapore

Ticket: $12 with free poster

omgggggg! the times coming to singapore this 4 may 08

i've been loving all their songs especially Romantis

maybe i might be going to their gig

they perform for only 1 hour

(!!!!!!!!!!)

2008-04-18T04:22:00.004+08:00

this song really brought me to tears.

Kasih Mengapa by Rauzan Feat. Urban Sensation & Rozie

Ku terperangkap dalam kabus yang gelap

tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpamu

semakin hari ku semakin rindu

hati yang teguris kini jadi sendu

Hatiku tertutup kerna apa agak ku salah langkah

tidak pernah sabar cuba hendak mengerti

jawapan yang diberi philosophy cinta

sudah pudarkan diri

tidak akan sekali menyusul kembali

cinta yg diberi saat kau menyakiti

jiwa raga senyuman diberi

memori yg indah akan tetap ku ingati

Kini ku sedar siapa diriku ini

bayanganmu ku sering termimpi-mimpi

kata-kata mu hanya manis di bibir

usah buat ku sering terfikir-fikir

oh mengapa cinta kita berubah

oh mengapa cinta kita didusta

Ku terperangkap dalam kabus yg gelap

tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpamu

semakin hari ku semakin rindu

hati yg terguris kini jadi sendu

Kini ku merehatkan diri

dari segala fikiran

cuba menghebahkan

pesanan yg bernas lagi bestari

cinta itu buta tapi tidak murah

tetap dilupakan remaja

mengapa dipersiakan kalau tidak rela

ini bukan permainan ibarat boneka

ku jujur ku teguh tetap ihklas di hati

tapi bukan bayangmu yang ku dakapi

oh mengapa cinta kita berubah

oh mengapa cinta kita didusta

Kini ku sedar siapa diriku ini

bayanganmu ku sering termimpi-mimpi

kata-kata mu hanya manis di bibir

usah buat ku sering terfikir-fikir

oh mengapa cinta kita berubah

oh mengapa cinta kita didusta

2008-04-14T21:27:00.008+08:00

" Not all angels are virgin & not all virgins are angel "

i find this true, thanks to that movie!

life is pretty hectic nowadays as i'm easily having moodswings.

i don't know why but i just can't control it.

work is pretty fine at times but somethimes it sucks too.

i hate handling difficult customers especially indians.

no offence to the indians out there yeah but they're really annoying.

school had just started today, pfft!

i'm still in a holiday mood though.
hope there will be lesser assignments this time.

ouhh my, i need more cashhhhhhhhhh!

at this amount of cash i get, its bloody not enough bodoh.

i'll stick to this job for the mean time until i get a more better job and ofcourse pay.

sometimes i thought of quiting school and find a permanent job.

but i don't wanna waste my education and youth just like that.

i still need to think of my future outcomes.

another thing, i'm not ready yet to work as a full-timer though, blearghhhhh.

2008-04-01T03:41:00.005+08:00

" Sometimes, the person you hated the most are the person whom you love "

issit true? ermmmm, i don't think so -.-

omg, its been months since i last update this rusty blog of mine. hahahahaha i'm such a bummer, blearghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! basically, there's nothing much happened in my life right now. being in a singlehood world is pretty much amazing. the ex-lover had stop bugging me eversince that day (hope you're doing fine, god bless you). its pretty awkward for me cause this is my very first time being single from a long term relationship. but i'm doing pretty well right now, still alive and kicking! :P being single doesn't mean that i can mingle around with guys ( this is for those who thinks the other way round ). i'm not so cheap as you bitches. boo! you bloody whoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i know there might be some people who thinks that i'm a bitch by ending the relationship. you can't blame me bitch, sorry. it takes two hands to clap. try being in my shoe. so think, issit fair for me?

go figure it out you arse -__________________________-"

see this pretty baby up there?
yes, i owned this baby except that mines is in bloody red
thanks to daddy, ily!

2008-02-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

i guess i won't be updating much since i've been playing with my new baby lately
guess what?

i own this, bitch!
thought of buying the hot and sexy red
but sadly dad doesn't like the colour
anyway, thanks daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2008-01-24T16:37:00.002+08:00

i woke up late yesterday and end up reaching school nearly 1pm
i was pretty bored during class yesterday as rozita darling skipped school again -__-"
and on top of that, i waste my bloody 4 hours at school because there are no lesson
kaninabeychouchibaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

i was disturbing jun yin aka penguin cause she's short and look like penguin
and i came up with an idea of playing snapping pics
i used her phone while she used mine to capture and compete who can snapped who first
( i don't know how to explain lah, let the pictures tells you )
so she snapped all this pictures while i was snapping her pics

she kept laughing non stop while looking at all those pictures she snapped using my phone
i was curious and i forced her to show me
and this is what i get
( warning: the pictures i'm gonna show you is very disturbing )

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baek per muke aku gitu mcm dengan gigi terkluar gitu dengan mata steam
and baek per lubang hidung aku, atleast takder taik hidung okayy!

ten minutes later she get's boring and she did this

she's trying to make it look realistic but she faild, muahahahahahaha
but the last picture looks like she's really touching my chin
good job penguin!
(:

2007-12-06T01:19:00.001+08:00

1234, tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for

( press play to here the song, its not autoplay )
(:

and ouh yes,

Money can't buy you back the love you had back then

basically my day today was not so good
went to school and take the goddamn exam
ohhhh school's finally over, atlast!
and mr brian joke is soo funny, WTF?!

mr brian: hello maisara?

me: yeaaaaa, what?

mr brian: you know later at 1pm got what or not?

me: of course i know, there's an exam. i'm not stupid ok!

mr brian: i thought you were stupid to skip the exam like how you used to skip my lesson?

he's being a bitch, really like fucking bitch!
yeaa of course i know i'm your most wanted girl in your class by skipping your lesson every week
but i wouldn't be so stupid to skip the examination
i don't even want to suffer another 6 months attending your lame class, period.
this is the reason why i hate school
ohh how stupid can my teacher be?

2007-11-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

SEX IS A SUBJECT

IT TICKLES THE MIND

AND AFFECTS THE BRAIN

A FEW MINUTES OF FUN

9 MONTHS OF PAIN

WHEN ITS ALL OVER

THEY DO IT AGAIN

does that makes sense?
to me its yes, haa haa

^__________________^

2007-10-15T03:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY RAYA-ING PEOPLE. I'M TOO TIRED TO SHARE ON MY HORRIBLE DAYS. MY LEGS ARE ACHE-ING AND I HAD NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. JUST LET THE PICTURES TELLS YOU FURTHER. *MIND THOSE SHIOK-SENDIRI PICS*

FIRST DAY;

SECOND DAY;

PICTURE OF

THE DAY;

i don't know why but i just love the way i look in this picture(:

LATER, IT'S GONNA BE ANOTHER TIRING DAY FOR ME. WELL I GUESS. WE'LL BE GOING TO JOHOR THEN BACK TO SINGAPORE AGAIN -_______________-"

2007-10-14T03:13:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

TO ALL MUSLIMS!

MAISARA ingin meminta maaf kepada semue se-andainye;

TERkasar bicara
TERmarah kepade yg tak bersalah
TERtanye tak tentu hala
TERsasul yg tak sengaje
TERpukul dekat mana-mana
TERpekik di telinga
TERhantuk di kepala
TERpinjam harta bende
TERumpat di mana-mana
dan macam-macam lagik(:

Harap anda maafkan semue kesilapan saya dan halal kan lah makan dan minum saya
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ^-^V